August 19th 2015 - Wanted.....

August 19th 2015 - Wanted.....

.....Wanted

• New knees that don't tremble and ache
• A good nights sleep that eases my fatigue
• Medication that helps me and doesn't make me crazy
• Joints that move freely, without pain or stiffness
• Headaches that disappear with a does of paracetamol
• Muscles that relax and don't remain hard or twitching
• Tolerance to temperature change
• The ability to over do it and not suffer for days or weeks

I really don't think this is too much to ask, BUT I know it won't happen until they  find out the actual cause of all my knee pain, which may never happen.  In the meantime I am going to have to perserver with pain killers that don't do much, a lack of sleep due to pain and all the aches that go with it.  If this means that I have to buy a small mobility scooter to get about then so be it I will!

I may only be 33 and I didn't expect to be in as bad a state as I am BUT I don't plan to sit and mope or let it keep me feeling depressed any longer.  It's not just me that is suffering because I can't go places but my family as well, so if a mobility scooter means we can do things then good!